| — | Stephen Chbosky (the perks of being a wallflower) |
Marriage Proposal of the Day: The planning! The dorkiness! The tears!
So imperfect it’s perfect.
[thanks, rob!]
omg
holy shit
i would have promised you my soul
Is it weird that this actually just made me cry?
That was the weirdest, SWEETEST thing I’ve ever seen.
Hey, if John Ratzenberger proposed to me like that, I’d say yes too.
so many tears
I watched this earlier today and then I fell into the dark and twisted spiral that is youtube proposals. An hour later I had to stop myself…
I kill myself. Idk why anyone wouldn’t laugh at my lame jokes. Omfg. I’m so drunk, like in a long time drunk. I told the makeup artist I’d make tonight count. I also told my cat that I hate him. So yeah.
| — | Catherine Breillat (via anemolia) |
Who delegates happiness? Who says, here, it’s your turn, even though you’ve been a horrible person in the past. Or here, give me that! You’ve tried hard all your life but I’m taking away that last slice of happiness you were holding onto for dear life.
I know people say life isn’t fair, but why? It’s not even that bad people get good things, it’s that good people have to deal with piles of bullshit everyday. And then you look at these rich prissy kids who get everything handed to them on a platter, life is easy, and then they get engaged and live happily ever after. They’re a cucumber, a boring blah of parts and ikea catalogs.
Did I do something wrong in a past life? Why are things so complicated.. such a shade of grey that I can’t differentiate one problem from another, or one simple solution to all of this. And then here I am saying “woes to me” when others are suffering far beyond that. Other’s who are caring friends or poor kids or third world countries. It’s tough sometimes to put yourself into perspective.
The only thing I can hold onto is taking this and learning. Learning to be a better person, to rise above the boring mush of most privileged people. Learning that struggle and finances aren’t going to go away and that I’m fine really. That I’ll be okay. And just hoping that someone finds me colorful and not just black and white. That I can obtain health and happiness. That I can regret things and know it’s alright to make mistakes. And to keep working harder at everything that means something to me. And that maybe one day I can have my slice of sugar pie.
